To close to perfect

To close to perfect… it is true I should have realized sadness was to follow… for I know I do love her more then anyone. All I asked for was a chance. She painted a perfect picture. I looked upon it my heart content now… all I know is despair. I know I do love her. And she might have feelings for someone else. For what am I to do. When I let someone get close… I drop all my protection and give them full tilt to my emotions. I do know I love her. All I want is her happiness… but alas I do have feelings. I do love her and she loves me.