Transcend to reality

Transcend to reality... evolve in fantasy. This book... my soul... the pen... my heart... the ink... my mind. Read as you will... my soul filled from the quill. Defiled tears... blacked rain drops... these tattered bones of my feeble, weak structure... this dying body taunting me with release. Insert what would... should be, it shall reside here not. Only what I do I portray in this: life’s portrait. How can such happen to one... to subdue the pain the test... for my I must quest... for that love to live in my home, my heart... this is to end the rest. Can a lover change the bonds of fate... the chains of pain... this withered circle of emotional carnage... why am I to suffer... bliss at the door... my queen in my arms... shift... the painful comings of injustice... again I cry... and now I wonder... asleep to life... unknown to God... merely and un-merrily a pawn in life’s game I am. What shall stand in my way... in the way of my love. Grieve this grave sorrow... even now I fear tomorrow. Everything we do in life... our soul mate must account for... our souls are intertwined. If God is here... then this one gift of love, this one true kiss... can this bring the joy to forsake all the pain. A question to ask: Would you suffer forever damnation just to hold the one you love for even a split second? Remember this question always... even if life is tormenting and tragic remember your answer. This could be the gift you never seen... maybe your love and lover is so pure and true the world could not contain it. Maybe, instead of heaven’s blessing to find this true and radiant beauty, unlike most you receive this wonderful gift in life... is this worth the pain? If your answer is any other then yes... then love is not in your heart... only selfish lies of fulfillment!